Monday

self reflection

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away,
goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away


i think this song is really nice with meaningful lyrics at least
not that commercial or something
go look it up if you havent heard of it before!
*winks*

this is gonna be really random with no meaning
why everything also must be start from this and go to this?!
why cant it just like start from this and stay like that and no secret expectations and everything
humans should really keep it simple, tone everything down and life will be much happier what right!
turn every single unhappy shit into something to rejoice about
when people scold you, fucking scold them back man (why would you allow someone to step all over you? )
eat when you feel like it
shit when you feel like it
scream when you feel like it
its super tiring and annoying if you have to think of the consequences for every little thing
and do you know its okay if you lost your temper once in awhile?
as long as it makes you happy, i mean no one's perfect at all isnt it?
dont talk to me about " i-am-this-nice-bitch-who-doesnt-lose-her-temper" because even if you dont lose it in front of people, you curse behind their backs dont you?
and that doesnt make it any more decent does it?
i should, you should everyone else should live for themselves
put all those "i-wonder-who-hates-me" behind you and live the moment
how tragic is it to realise one day that you havent been doing anything that makes you,yourself happy while trying to accomodate to everyone else?
why does it matter so much about how much other people like you or not?
even after being the nicest angel on earth, you are bound to have people talking behind your back, so are you going to go beyond-perfect for those shitholes?

okay, i never wanna be tied-down to all th unhappy stuffs
its veryvery impt to be happy because not only does it affect me but also th people arnd me
teehee
I WANT TO GROW OLD AND ONE DAY WHEN I LOOK BACK AT MY LIFE, I WANT TO TELL MYSELF : VAL, WELL DONE!
i want to love myself more so i can love the people i love eveneven more
XOXO
you never thought i was this deep, right?
HAHA, joking
bye peeps!!

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