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JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU
this is to the dearest people in my life:
kudos to jz,zy,lee,cassan,lok,leroy,shalyn and my couzs of course. you guys are really really really awesumz people and you guys should know how important you are to me.
yesterday was the day we got our posting results and man was i fucked up and bummed. i mean honestly, that school is a hellhole and i feel so ashamed to tell other people what school im being posted to whenever people go like " eh which school you going ah?". lee was nice to accompany me down to the school and even my couz came down to meet me so he could provide some "help". kay so i was supposed to wait for the results of the appeal and report to hellhole school the next day.
last night, i got to know shaoyang was in the same hellhole school as me and we went to school together this morning. kay it really rocks to know someone there because it feels so much less loser-ish. went to school and fuck i wanted to get out immediately. chao ah lians and chao ah bengs better known as CALS AND CABS respectively were all around me and i couldnt help but feel super O.O WTF?????????????????????????????????? plus, they were blasting the song bad romance and i was super =.= ( THE DAY IS ALRDY BAD ENOUGH STILL BAD ROMANCE. SRLY FML ) throughout the whole subject combi talk i was smsing my girls and tsy was making fun of the teachers =.=. ran out of school together with sy and went home to sleep at arnd 11am. wut??? you didnt expect me to stay there till 5pm did you? at arnd 3pm i received this call saying i could go down for an interview tmr and that totally = being E S T A T I C and beyond high!!!!! immediately mass messaged my loves!!!!! interview tmr afternoon which really means getting out of hellhole school F O R E V E R. HAHAHAHA AND IM STILL BLOODY EXCITED WHEN IT HAS BEEN 1 HR SINCE THE PERSON CALLED ME. i can do this freaky dance all day!!!!!!!!! i really hope it'll be successful because im D E S P E R A T E now.
thanks a million to my couz for his help and i wouldnt have been a step closer to what i'd wanted without him. thank you for coming down and thank you for being patient with me.if i really get in, i'd be eternally grateful to you!! ( not like im not alrdy eternally grateful lah...).
i have the best best best cousins in the whole wide world and they're so much like my real sis and bros. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH OKAY! saranghae!!!!!!!!
needless to say, my girls should have heard enough of me cursing and swearing through smses of how bad the school is. how there are CALs and CABs all over. how zero decent looking guys there are.i think i've said fuck and fucking for like more than a 100 times today. really. thank you for tolerating my crap and just being supportive/encouraging. you guys have no idea how much it means to me.so glad to have you guys here with me. luv you guys many many many many many many many and i miss ya'll ;(
p.s. their smses really made my day 10000000000000x better but still it doesnt change the fact that i hate that place of a ultimate hellhole
p.p.s. sorry for being even more vulgar than usual today ;/
kudos to jz,zy,lee,cassan,lok,leroy,shalyn and my couzs of course. you guys are really really really awesumz people and you guys should know how important you are to me.
yesterday was the day we got our posting results and man was i fucked up and bummed. i mean honestly, that school is a hellhole and i feel so ashamed to tell other people what school im being posted to whenever people go like " eh which school you going ah?". lee was nice to accompany me down to the school and even my couz came down to meet me so he could provide some "help". kay so i was supposed to wait for the results of the appeal and report to hellhole school the next day.
last night, i got to know shaoyang was in the same hellhole school as me and we went to school together this morning. kay it really rocks to know someone there because it feels so much less loser-ish. went to school and fuck i wanted to get out immediately. chao ah lians and chao ah bengs better known as CALS AND CABS respectively were all around me and i couldnt help but feel super O.O WTF?????????????????????????????????? plus, they were blasting the song bad romance and i was super =.= ( THE DAY IS ALRDY BAD ENOUGH STILL BAD ROMANCE. SRLY FML ) throughout the whole subject combi talk i was smsing my girls and tsy was making fun of the teachers =.=. ran out of school together with sy and went home to sleep at arnd 11am. wut??? you didnt expect me to stay there till 5pm did you? at arnd 3pm i received this call saying i could go down for an interview tmr and that totally = being E S T A T I C and beyond high!!!!! immediately mass messaged my loves!!!!! interview tmr afternoon which really means getting out of hellhole school F O R E V E R. HAHAHAHA AND IM STILL BLOODY EXCITED WHEN IT HAS BEEN 1 HR SINCE THE PERSON CALLED ME. i can do this freaky dance all day!!!!!!!!! i really hope it'll be successful because im D E S P E R A T E now.
thanks a million to my couz for his help and i wouldnt have been a step closer to what i'd wanted without him. thank you for coming down and thank you for being patient with me.if i really get in, i'd be eternally grateful to you!! ( not like im not alrdy eternally grateful lah...).
i have the best best best cousins in the whole wide world and they're so much like my real sis and bros. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH OKAY! saranghae!!!!!!!!
needless to say, my girls should have heard enough of me cursing and swearing through smses of how bad the school is. how there are CALs and CABs all over. how zero decent looking guys there are.i think i've said fuck and fucking for like more than a 100 times today. really. thank you for tolerating my crap and just being supportive/encouraging. you guys have no idea how much it means to me.so glad to have you guys here with me. luv you guys many many many many many many many and i miss ya'll ;(
p.s. their smses really made my day 10000000000000x better but still it doesnt change the fact that i hate that place of a ultimate hellhole
p.p.s. sorry for being even more vulgar than usual today ;/
Saturday
its already sunday morning which means only 3 days left to postings. the only word i can think of now is sian. SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN. gotta make full use of my time, enjoy while i still can!!!! which is why im going out later.. and on monday tuesday and wednesday. and when thursday comes, i need to get my lazy ass off the bed and drag it to school. am fully booked till then! meeting my couz later, better go bathe first dont wanna be late. ( i cannot stand being late idk why!!! i am alwaysssssssssssss early!!!!!!! well, 98% of the time at least! )
Friday
Thursday
i miss all the times we slacked together, enjoying each others company, not having to worry about growing up. now that we're onto the next phase in life, you guys are not gonna constantly be there to remind me bout the little things and i dont know if im gonna like that. to be truthful, i am actually rather insecure about it. man, i really love ya'll so much ;(
p.s. my sore throat has evolved. i feel sick and my whole body is aching. shucks
p.s. my sore throat has evolved. i feel sick and my whole body is aching. shucks
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