I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

if your "best friend" keeps putting you down and makes you feel like shit bout yourself, then she is not worthy of you. plz have the decency to ask her to fuck off and look into the mirror becuz she prolly looks like a big fat witch herself.

hahahahah which i highly doubt so ;p

kay im back to regular blogging cuz my performance finally ended! i have to say the feeling of seeing LT4 filled with people is really amazing. all my life, i've skipped my CCA for countless times and just hating it. but this time, i could actually commit to something! i didnt even pon CCA for once throughout and im quite proud of myself ;p WHAT? people who know me well should know its not easy for me to do this....... anyways much luv to my dearests for coming down to support me (L)(L)

i was really supposed to be studying econs tdy but...... omg i keep getting distracted and it sucks man, srly. im having tuition at 7.30pm which is like 2 hrs 15 mins away. i should prolly do some revision beforehand hmmm.......

kay i know this is really abrupt but i have really been thinking bout stuff these few days and i must say i have (almost) everything i want in my life. well, of course there have been people who let me down but what bout the people who wouldnt judge me no matter what? what bout the people who have been there for me since the very start, from the sec1 chao ah lian wannabe to the person i am now? they dont judge me for swearing cuz they know that its really just an expression for me. they never leave me alone just cuz everyone else thinks im sucha bitch cuz they know who i am inside. we do all the stupid stuffs together and just laugh and bitch like lunatics. i really have very very very very fucking awesome friends. i used to be BFFs with isabel and after we kinda broke off i was very hesitant bout using the word "best friend" on other people. but you know what? i started using it again like late last year cuz i was really certain.....certain that these people will be staying in my life for a really really really long time. secondary school friends are really truly the people that stay with you throughout your life- the people that keep me sane when life's a bitch. and its really okay that no boys give a fuck bout me cuz i have everything else. my dad has been really supportive and nice bout everything these days, with cousins who are like real brothers and sisters to me. i feel like im really freakin lucky and though life is never ever near perfect, its good enough (Y)

this bitch never fails to make me laugh (L)

BTW, I DESPERATELY NEED NEW PICTURES WITH THAT WEEJZ. HELLO FRIDAY IS CAMWHORING TIME TYVM

so drained everyday i dont even feel like stepping out of the house. k had a long good sleep today i luv to snuggle in my bed. srly it feels sooooooooo good. but i get up and rmb i have homework waiting for me and i feel fucked up all over again. bleah. k enough i should stop complaining. performance is next friday! gotta hang in till then and if only some guy there can be more serious bout the whole damn thing, i wont be so pissed. wtf im tired everyone's tired but no one is sleeping except for you. fucking shit.
anyways!!! despite how very sucky life is right now.. there is always some time for gossipping sessions with my babes and checking boys out. woohooooooooo im telling you my new eyecandy is officially cuteness overload ( DO YOU AGREE LIMZHIYU???!!!! ) and he has got the brains, mind you. hee. and of course i know he's off limits. i was just saying okay?! life is too short for everything to be taken so seriously
i need to go back to writing my compo ;<
havin CCA tmr and on wed and on thurs and on friday and on sat. i can do this i can nail it. I CAN.

when you're havin holidays, sunday is just any other day whereby you stay home/ go out and who freakin cares if tmr is monday? BUT WHEN YOU HAVE SCHOOL ITS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT STORY. sunday is the day whereby you chiong homework you have left piling up for ages not because you dont wanna complete them but because you are too tired to do it.monday just sucks. urgh school life just basically spells hectic hectic double triple hectic. damn i really wanna quote jz on how she says " fuckity fuck fuck". im so busy i dont even really have time to meet up with my girls ;(;(;(;(
need to complete MOST of my hw by today and those stupid research grp proj streaming in are not making things easier for me. SO MUCH HOMEWORK SO LITTLE TIME.