hahahahah which i highly doubt so ;p

kay im back to regular blogging cuz my performance finally ended! i have to say the feeling of seeing LT4 filled with people is really amazing. all my life, i've skipped my CCA for countless times and just hating it. but this time, i could actually commit to something! i didnt even pon CCA for once throughout and im quite proud of myself ;p WHAT? people who know me well should know its not easy for me to do this....... anyways much luv to my dearests for coming down to support me (L)(L)

i was really supposed to be studying econs tdy but...... omg i keep getting distracted and it sucks man, srly. im having tuition at 7.30pm which is like 2 hrs 15 mins away. i should prolly do some revision beforehand hmmm.......

kay i know this is really abrupt but i have really been thinking bout stuff these few days and i must say i have (almost) everything i want in my life. well, of course there have been people who let me down but what bout the people who wouldnt judge me no matter what? what bout the people who have been there for me since the very start, from the sec1 chao ah lian wannabe to the person i am now? they dont judge me for swearing cuz they know that its really just an expression for me. they never leave me alone just cuz everyone else thinks im sucha bitch cuz they know who i am inside. we do all the stupid stuffs together and just laugh and bitch like lunatics. i really have very very very very fucking awesome friends. i used to be BFFs with isabel and after we kinda broke off i was very hesitant bout using the word "best friend" on other people. but you know what? i started using it again like late last year cuz i was really certain.....certain that these people will be staying in my life for a really really really long time. secondary school friends are really truly the people that stay with you throughout your life- the people that keep me sane when life's a bitch. and its really okay that no boys give a fuck bout me cuz i have everything else. my dad has been really supportive and nice bout everything these days, with cousins who are like real brothers and sisters to me. i feel like im really freakin lucky and though life is never ever near perfect, its good enough (Y)