i get paranoid for no reasons at all
i guess its cause i totally have nothing to do, its the emptiness to blame laaa
i dont myself like this
hate it hate it hate it
i need to keep my mind occupied so i dont feel so lost
lost as in i keep thinking of those unpredictable things in life
and reasons of why things happen this way
what would happen if this wasnt done
what would happen in the future
like super D-R-A-M-A
-.-
when im with people, i feel super normal
but when it comes to me being alone, i feel like i dont know what to do
and i dont know why?
aye, i wanna get out of this shit
sometimes, its good to shut down your brain for awhile or something